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Umar's 1 year old?!?

It's June. And that only means one thing. Umar's turning one this 28th. Oh my gosh. He's ONE?? ONE. It's been a hell of a roller coaster ride, but I am so so so grateful of these things : - I managed to breastfeed him till he's one. (that was my goal. At least until he turns one.) - I managed to NOT get pregnant yet (without any contraceptive devices or medications - except breastfeeding) - He's well-fed now. Alhamdulillah. Ever since we moved, he eats at least THREE times a day now. But despite the happiness, i am also pretty worried and sad. Those who are close with me, they'll know. But in time, i hope these worries will disappear and everything will turn out alright. Umar's next checkup is a day after his birthday and i am just hoping that it'll be good. Happy 1st Birthday, my baby boy. You're one year old now. You've yet to walk, crawl or even feed on your own. But most people are telling Ibu not to worry and that you...

Umar's 1 year old?!?


It's June. And that only means one thing. Umar's turning one this 28th. Oh my gosh.

He's ONE?? ONE. It's been a hell of a roller coaster ride, but I am so so so grateful of these things :

- I managed to breastfeed him till he's one. (that was my goal. At least until he turns one.)
- I managed to NOT get pregnant yet (without any contraceptive devices or medications - except breastfeeding)
- He's well-fed now. Alhamdulillah. Ever since we moved, he eats at least THREE times a day now.

But despite the happiness, i am also pretty worried and sad. Those who are close with me, they'll know. But in time, i hope these worries will disappear and everything will turn out alright.

Umar's next checkup is a day after his birthday and i am just hoping that it'll be good.


Happy 1st Birthday, my baby boy. You're one year old now. You've yet to walk, crawl or even feed on your own. But most people are telling Ibu not to worry and that you'll do just fine. They tell me "the first born is usually extra pampered." "It'll be fine, nothing to worry about."
Ibu calms down for just awhile but then gets back to thinking of the worst. I hope that you will achieve more in life than I ever did and I hope to give you all of me, as much as I can, for as long as I'm alive. I hope to give you every love that you deserve, the one that I never really got. I hope to protect you as much as I could and I hope to teach you lessons in life as much as I can.
Ibu and Abi love you so very much. While we can't wait to see you grow and reach more milestones, we won't deny that we love seeing you just as you are.

Lots of love,
Ibu.


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